shit. i was lyk typing this releh releh long post on this crappy thing then suddenly everything dissapeared. and i cant releh rememeber wad i wrote cos it was releh long oh kay. grrr. aniwaes. i hafta go rememember everything. aniwaes. i wana be sadistic but not the part where you enjoy blood. i lyk the part bout black. yes,im gona buy balck nail polish and paint it on. and buy black eye shadow and put it on my eyes and make it a little smudgy and stuff. nice hur. it sounds totally nice. aniwaes. damn, i releh releh cant wait for my electric guitar my mom said she wud buy it for me if i do well for my next exams. yea so watever. but i wana do rock. ooh. i wana have a bf who plays drums. so kewl. so nice. fantasise. - beams. aniwaes. i asked aaron this question to day: why do guys usualli flirt with other girls when they noe that they(as in the guy) alreadi lyks some other girl. i mean its so WERID. and so stupid. yes, im annoyed by this acs guy. ergh. so weird oh kay.aniwaes. gawwd. my blog is always lyk kinda dead cos its lyk i wirte for a week then after another week i write again. so totally weird. yeah aniwaes. omg.i wanna go to this place in clark quay called "coffin bar" kewl hur. u lyk get to sit in coffins and eat ur food and stuff. so sadistic,eery and ooh lala. yes,i releh dun noe why the hell i changed lyk so damn much. its lyk WEIRD AGAIN. yea but watever. SHIT larh. its lyk what 12am in the morning and lyk i hafta go to skool lyk so damn early in the morning to see my form teacher. i think she wants to scold me ot sumthing. grrr. she's such a irratant. and this gurl is iratating me so much. aniwaes. i hafta go sleep.