sigh again. have you ever thought that if you were going to die tmr and you havent even finished what you wanted to say and do. sigh. i mean, whats the point of living. is staying alive that hard. sighs. im done living. its like a chore. but i dont feel like dying right now. maybe next time but i will anyways. sigh. the guide book on how to be dead for dummies. but sadly, there's no such book like that. im not saying i want to be dead or anything. or not like i want to die. its just more like how wld it feel if i were dead now. sigh. <3<3