why is the 23rd alphabet nd the word i keep asking myself. i cry easily nowadays. it never happened like that lasttime. as i fall nd break its so weird nd more often. its like i crumble nd tear over little things. which has never happened before. ignorance i will feign for my world is asleep. i lost appetite nd i dont know why. i keep on thinking im going to die tomorrow. each day comes by nd my risk goes higher of never waking up. im scared sometimes i cant eat that much anymore. its just all incomplete nd weird.