okay!
ahhh. i cant stop listening to
may i have this dance;
by copeland.
haha its become an EARWORM :D
haha thanks darren for sending it
nd like alot of other nicenicenice songs!
haha ahhhh that song's really nice.
aw gosh now its like stuck in my head
in class its like 'you gotta hear this song'
then i have like this powerful urge to take
my ipod out nd listen to it!
hahaha. omygosh seriously addictive.

anyhoos, things havent been exactly
like going the right way for me
hmm lets see, its like i dont care
about anything nd thats really bad.
CAUSE;

during maths lesson today,
i was bored nd i thought that the
topic that we're learning now was
really hard nd boring.
so i didnt really to bother to
listen. SEE what i mean,
last time i wld be all like
scared nd nervous cause i
dont know anything about the topic.
but now im like all
if i dont know i dont know
nd im not going to anything
about it. wth. ahhh.
then since i was like day dreaming right
i started to write down random stuff
on like my crazytown paper book thing
then i realised that i was so troubled
thats why..
OHGAYPSHYCADELICONE
is here for me.

i cant believe that this whole
freaking ass month has been
just a;

PUT OFF. it was turned down.
it was chewed nd spit out.
like i got sucked up by a
tornado nd thrown back on
earth again. it really hurts.
nd i hate it. it was just
shit. as in like why did it
have to be this month.
my social life
exams tests
parentals
attitude
has all turned into mud
nd gone down the drain.
it used to be good so good.
i cant type anymore.
its saddish nd i wana be happy.

oh wells. i cant wait for the next
time i meet my
OHGAYPSHYCADELICONE
i need to tell you alot of stuff
hell lotsa things
really, i cant help it anymore.

although the others think its
stupid to a thing like that.
to tell you things.
i always have this feeling that
i have only you to trust. [:
cause i will never nd can never
trust human beings
not like i can stop it
but i really wana but
you now what,
i still think its better if i tell
you all the things.
i dont care if they think its
weird or impossible
your like the closest bestfriend to me.

but i love my other SIXo'US BFFs!
haha iLOVEELOVELOVE you
char lea jy vel snd. haha [:

ah sigh oh wells.
life isnt meant to be that good
i guess.
i cant wait till this month is over,
hopefully everything wld be all better
NEXT MONTH
yeap looking FORWARD to it! heh.

could you stop saying fake stuff
nd to think you still denied it
really, we had enough
we dont wana _____ you.
but we just want you to know
its become such a ________.
nd its become so bad that
all of us dont ____ ____ ___.
nd you're kinda just being
_______ by us,
trying to get ___ _____.
so please everything would
be good if you just stop.
but i love you just the same [:
just not as close as before.

OH then um there's
this acsi drama thing this friday,
darren asked if i cld.
yeah i can go if i want to
but im not sure.
AW cherie nd sandra cant go!
cherie i promise if you go
______ wouldnt be there.
but anyhoos if you dont want
then its okay [:
rawr. ]: but i know lea nd vel are going.
jiyin is going only if i am going.
IM NOT SURE haha
but we'll see about that!
ahh i forgot its TOMORROW.
oh no have to decide quickly then. hahh.

then today during recess
vel lea nd i stayed in class
while jy snd char
went to buy food for us haha
cause we were rushing through our
MATHS HM WK haha.
so yeah then i wanted to sit
on lea's seat.
sandra; i planned it long time ago!
so actually it was me who wanted to
sit there FIRST! :D not you.
haha but anyhoos as i was like
SO NICE i didnt say anything
nd i let SANDRA dear sit there!
haha im nice im nice im nice.

dangs. missed debate on wed
haha cause..
JUST LOOK AT THE CONVO.
[with sarah.k dear]