ah EFFFFFFFKKKK.

i know, i never had freedom or whatsoever. always checked upon, called frequently, protected too much. i cant even take public transport. but that isnt the point. i hate mommy. i hate daddy. i hate gong gong. they made me dependent. i just realised how useless i am.

just because of one little really stupid mistake, my whole life is EFFKKED up. im banned from the computer. my ipod's taken away. my hand phones soon gonna get confiscated sooner or later. its like she's withdrawing me from my social life. hey, i could be a socialite you know mother. gong gong, i dont want to become a doctor. daddy, i really want my ipod nano. you cooped me up. shit, i feel like a little child.

i cant concentrate. i cant study. its either im really dumb or im just dumb.

P.S jiyin, its alright. i feel your pain. -flops down.