i really dont know why.
but like today i felt so high.
like i took booze.
nd i do weed.

for example;

during recess for one. i pushed leanne with my butt for i forgot what reason, that leanne slapped my arm so we started laughing like retarded shits. for i dont know why.

then, also during recess. jovel nd i found the table so yeah we put our drinks down then i didnt wanna eat again. so i just went with jovel to like the stalls nd all. then while we were walking. jovel whispered to me the d*ff**s. then i thought she said the deafties. haha then when i saw them (one of them were looking at me raising her eyebrows nd then she whispered to her friend- which i thought was quite funny cause i was high), i started laughing like ohmygosh spasstic shit which made jovel laugh like shit too.

then in the canteen. around the malay food stall part. i saw aleena. hahaha then i said whoa you look so fierce man! like a scary gangster haha like a mongolian cheif. then i started to laugh like shit with jovel. nd then aleena laughed too. cheryl was there too so she laughed too hahaha. damn.

then when i walked back with leanne nd jiyin to the table we found. so when we sat down. i noticed those people that i just laughed at were sitting just behind us. then i told them what happened then i started to laugh again. then charlotte sandra jovel came then i laughed even morerererest till i started to tear.

then throughout the whole recess i started laughing like non stop at every single thing. i dont know i really felt like i was drugs.

then also, jovel kept on doing loser-ish things today. haha then we pretended we couldnt see her. so me leanne nd charlotte came up with actions nd ryhmes like..
oh jovel, oh jovel, where for art thou?
i look up, i look down, but i still dont see jovel around.
i look left, i look right, but i still dont see jovel in sight.
nd so.. we laughed again! like hella lot.

then during exams. mr jeow did a freakingly funny thing but i forgot. so jovel was sitting next to me right. then i turned nd then i started laughing. then, i made her laugh like whoa hahaha.

then after exams. sandra showed me this sketching. haha ohmygosh so funny. she actually drew me sitting at the exam table nd doing my exam. haha. it looked real life. nd i liked how she drew my hair. my hair looked real cool there. haha cause it looked like my hair! haha then i started to laugh like shit. which made joanna probably think im weird.

AHHHH, OHMYGOSH I FEEL SO HIGH. LIKE I WANNA JUMP DOWN BUT LAND IN THE SKY. YES THE SKY. I DONT KNOW WHY. BUT I KNOW IN MY DREAMS LAST NIGHT I DREAMNT THAT THIS SERIAL KILLER GAVE ME SOME DRUGS. MAYBE THAT'S WHY I FEEL SO HIGH. DAMNIT I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY. ITS LIKE I DONT HAVE ANY TROUBLES OR PROBLEMS. I REALLY FEEL HIGH. I STILL FEEL HIGH. I FELT HIGH. I AM FEELING HIGH. I DONT DONT DONT DONT KNOW WHY!

nd then, leanne, charlotte asked if i was trying to hide my depression by feeling high. (its not depression lah, i was just really sad) then jiyin was like we're always here for you. sandra said that yesterday i looked really bad.

HOHOHO. I FEEL HIGH FOR HEAVENS SAKE!