I just saw Charlotte's blog and she said
"45days till 2006 :/" then all of a sudden my heart
started pumping so fast and I felt really cold. Like I was just so scared. Really, I seriously
dont want 2006 to come. I'm
very scared. Somehow, I'm just very
scared of 2006.
Everything's gonna be different and everything's gonna change. Shit, it just brought back so many memories. The
atmosphere around me feels so melancholic & emo now after thinking about all those.
Anyway, let's talk about
happy stuff. Ummm oh yah, Charlotte says she's getting a new car! And guess what! She's getting a
Jaggy too! But her
Jaguar is like the same colour as my old Jaguar! Omg, I just realised that all my life my parents have only owned Jaguars except from one Porsche
(or however you spell it). Lol, I still remember that once during dinner my mom was telling me that the
first car I ever sat in was their Porsche right after I came out of the hospital after I was born. And she said she was
angry with my Daddy cause it was his idea. And she thought it was really dangerous
(prolly cause he drives really fast in that Porsche). And then my Daddy was like
laughing away at the dinner table. Haha, and then I realised that my auntie has only owned Merces all her life too. Oh my! I realised another thing too.. my
other auntie only owned Porsches. Okay my family is absurd in that way. Haha. Ah! I just saw a pic of me sitting on the Porsche when I was really young. It's pretty ugly though cause it was
turqouise in colour. Haha, when I know how to work my new scanner i'll scan it in and like maybe post it up.
You know I find it really
somewhat unfair cause other people can just stay in one BIG house the whole of their lives.
Other peopleBUNGALOW (whole life)Me Pent House-->Semi-D-->Town House
I mean I'm not tryna say anything or whatever. Just that. You know, it's just. Okay nevermind. You wont understand. Shit, this is so stupid.
Ahhh, this is so retarded. I'm having a
three-way convo with
Willy and
Bra-Peeker again. It's
so retarded! Hahaha.