Hi, I hate this. I hate what's happening now. But luckily it's the holidays so yeah (: I'll let it affect me all I want cause it doesn't really matter. Oh man, I can practically feel my insides burning. It's that feeling when you feel scared and you want what's happening now to pass really quickly, and somehow you feel very guilty for some reason. And then you ask yourself why were you born. And then you keep wondering when isit gonna be the end of the world & after everybody dies and when the earth explodes in flames, what's gonna happen next? I don't like this feeling at all. Haha oh well. [: I hate this.